Thursday, January 06, 2005

Mixed Feelings

so many things happened for the past few days but it's funny i find i dont hv much to write. i've been wanting to blog during my one week leave but the house phone was down for the whole week - a very good timing for the phone to break down! - so... i wasnt able to post a single thing. i thought it's going to be a wonderful and relaxing week but i was wrong, it turned out to be the worst break i've ever had; i cant wait to get back to work. i shouldve cancelled my leave - oh well, it's all over now and all i can do is look forward to what the future hv in store for me - especially the baby's arrival.

i hv a sort of mixed feeling about the baby. in a way, i can say i'm happy - beyond words - and excited, anxious and yet, i'm a bit scared - will i be a good mother? can i take good care of her? am i ready?

to be continued...

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