Universiti Teknologi Malaysia

i was visiting flocy's blog and was reading her entry on her nephew who went to UTM. hmmm... UTM, what can i say about UTM... i spent 4 years there just to get my diploma. i could've done it in three years but, you all know laa... being away from my family, got distracted by so many emmm... "things", i finally made it. and i probably wouldnt hv made it if i havent met jnr. just imagine, from a one-pointer (yes that's how bad i am back then) to three-pointer after i met him. i mean, after we y'know emmm... ala... together-gether lah! hehehehh. perhaps if we've been together since i was in my first year, i'd probably passed with flying colors.

UTM, lots of fond memories there. most important of all, that's where i've met my other half *grin*. *hi honey*. yerrr... feel like crying oo right nowww....

do you believe in love at first sight? i do coz jnr is my love at first sight. i may not believe in first love but i do believe in love at first sight. i still remember when i first saw him. we were invited to a kaamatan party at a senior's house at taman sri skudai, the evening of May 30th 1997. so, we're sitting on a sofa and i still remember, i was sitting next to joyce. he was leaning against the wall near the sliding glass door, looking our way. i thought he was looking at me. he said he was but how do i know, maybe he was looking at willa *grin*. but then again, i think he really was looking at me coz after a few yrs later, he still can recall what blouse & pants i was wearing. and i remember, he was wearing a red singlet and a light-blue jeans yg kuyak2 :-D and i thought he was the most handsome guy of them all and the most handsome guy i've ever seen.. hehehehhhh... and i thought to myself, this is the guy i'm going to marry.

he did ask me out a few times but i dont know, maybe i was playing hard to get bah kunun tu. and i also thought that he wasnt serious but mainly it's because i heard that he had a girlfriend so, that's it. well... i secretly admired him tho. everytime i saw him, my heart begins to beat faster... adrenaline rush hehehehhh... yerrr... like schoolgirl punya crush bah... i dont know, maybe if i'm fair, i'll turn red everytime i saw him. since i learned that he 's got a girlfriend, i slowly (but painfully) tried to forget him, avoid him but i couldnt. just imagine, i even wrote his name while i was in lecture and i even wrote MRS Francis Vincent Ariffin Jr on my notes! back then, i didnt know that his "junior" is actually spelled as JNR and not JR. i still hv that piece of paper with me.

and then, there was this one time, when mell went back for the one week semester break, he left his pc and the printer with me so, apa lagi, i played around with his computer, and did a I Love Francis Vincent Ariffin Jnr graphic using Paint. I printed it (sorry mell, sia kasi abis ink printer ko) and put it in my desk drawer. later on, i went out with joyce and then lucia & corina came to my room to play with the computer. they were looking for something (i forgot what) and i'm sure they have opened the drawer. they must hv seen the I love jnr thingy... yerrr... so embarrassing oooo... dont know whether they still remember laa...

hmmm... i think that's all for now laa... may be there's going to be a part II of this but emm... we'll see...